Again...

It happened again. This time at 16 weeks. I had a D&C on July 1, 2011. It was pretty crappy. The doctor told me in surgery that the baby was a girl. He told me I would forget talking to him. I didn't forget. My brother says I am crazy for posting all my thoughts and feelings online for everyone to read. I think I am just going crazy. I was also diagnosed with Graves disease and Hashimodo's the same week. I already knew I had Graves. They are both thyroid problems. Maybe that it what is killing the babies that are trying to grow inside me. No one knows. But, now I am taking methimazole everyday for the rest of my life and I don't like it one bit. It makes me feel crappy and depressed and emotional and tired and grouchy, or maybe that's just life that makes me feel that way. Again, no one knows.

I love my Dave and my Sarah and my Ethan.