It happened again. This time at 16 weeks. I had a D&C on July 1, 2011. It was pretty crappy. The doctor told me in surgery that the baby was a girl. He told me I would forget talking to him. I didn't forget. My brother says I am crazy for posting all my thoughts and feelings online for everyone to read. I think I am just going crazy. I was also diagnosed with Graves disease and Hashimodo's the same week. I already knew I had Graves. They are both thyroid problems. Maybe that it what is killing the babies that are trying to grow inside me. No one knows. But, now I am taking methimazole everyday for the rest of my life and I don't like it one bit. It makes me feel crappy and depressed and emotional and tired and grouchy, or maybe that's just life that makes me feel that way. Again, no one knows.
I love my Dave and my Sarah and my Ethan.
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There truly is nothing I can say that will make this any better....and I wish there was. I hate that you have to go through this, my friend. I hate it :(
Love you Nicky! This really does suck. I don't want you to feel crappy and depressed. I want you to call me. I want you to talk to me. I want to help you feel happy.
Nicky, I'm coming to squeeze you next month. I'm really sorry this is happening.
Oh Nicky I am so sorry!
Nicky, you have my prayers and thoughts. I'm sorry.
Nicky and Dave,
I'm so sorry!
This heartache just keeps coming back :( !!!
You're a wonderful mother, a wonderful person.
Your children are precious. They're beautiful. I have a hard time imagining how big they are!
We miss you.
xoxox
Nicky, keep sharing your thoughts and your heart--then we can share ours back. I am so sorry you are struggling. I love you and am thinking of you.
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